| Man I haven't updated in like a month.. lot's of things have changed.. I'm in Conway now for those who don't know.. living in Stadium Park Apartments.. it's going good. Me and the roommates get along great.. so yeah I guess life is good.. today has been.. well interesting.. but yeah it's ok.. anyways I've been doing facebook and myspace lately so look me up on there.. the myspace is http://www.myspace.com/slowchildrenatplaytheband .. anyways I'm gonna run.. leave some comments for a change.. peace |
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| Ever so sweet
You make this seem
The way things go
It's not my fault
And I miss..
I miss you so good
All of those nights we lost our way back home
"Ever So Sweet" - Early November |
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| I sit here staring at a blank page hoping something will appear.. but nothing happens.. hoping that something will come to mind for me to write about.. but nothing happens.. all I can think about is life.. and how complicating it always is... one day after another it seems to get worse and worse.. so many decisions.. and somehow I always choose the wrong one.. you think I would learn.. but it's not always that simple now is it.. everytime you think you've got something figured out.. something comes up.. or changes.. and you are left not knowing what to do again.. now that I think about it.. I could really use a navigation system for life.. just tell it where you wanna go and it will show you what to do and how to get there.. but again.. it's not that simple.. so many people give you ideas and opinions.. parents.. friends.. close friends.. I'm sitting here so confused about where I am and yet.. I don't know why.. I feel like I know exactly where I am.. but at the same time I feel like everything is about to come crashing down.. there really is a lot of pressure on my shoulders right now.. I have so many things going on.. and yet there are people I don't want to let down.. by the way.. if you are thinking this is going anywhere you are wrong.. I'm just rambling.. because I don't know what I'm thinking.. I'm just gonna enjoy life as it comes I guess... and see what happens.. so now I'm gonna go.. and stare at a blank page again.. and maybe in a couple hours I might find something to write about.. |
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| So uhm.. it's been a while.. sorry bout that.. life is just kinda going by pretty fast right now.. getting ready for UCA in the fall.. two summer classes.. and work.. it's been real busy.. but life is good right now.. things seem to be going well.. i've met a new friend.. and she's amazing.. work is alright.. but I'm ready to move to Conway.. to start something new.. Sheridan gets old.. but I do have fun playing basketball with the guys.. but sometimes it seems like that's all thats here for me.. even though I already know I'll be home a lot from Conway.. but it will be different.. Anyways I gotta do a book review before tomorrow comes around =/ leave some love for the page o' comments.. peace |
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| I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through.
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue,
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth.
But that's how its got to be.
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy.
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears.
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head.
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind.
Let's rearrange.
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage.
Say that we agree and then never change.
Soften a bit until we all just get along.
But that's disregard.
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car,
Hanging above us as the canyon comes between.
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head.
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind.
And suddenly I become a part of your past.
I"m becoming the part that don't last.
I'm losing you and it's effortless.
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground.
In the throw around.
Never thought that you wanted to bring me down
I won't let it go down till we torch it outselves.
The Fray
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